I enjoyed VX.net, I felt horridly unwelcome on RMW, and well before I got banned, place had a very corporate vibe to it, felt like a collective consciousness rather than a community, I took to VXace.net instead, which felt more like VX.net, politics had changed a lot and i wasn't aware of it, got my dumb juvenile ass banned, that I was also banned on RMW was really just a bit of gravy to the main course, only thing it did was confirmed that the decision to ban me came from higher up, proven further by the fact both admins of VXAce.net were fine with giving me a second chance, even if I blew it by telling a moderator to do his job properly. Though he's a prominent figure on RMW as well so god knows much of that was him and how much of that was them, but honestly, the whole feud I had going with them was a big waste of time and energy.
I kept it going because it made me feel important, like I was some rebel all fightin' da power like touchfuzzy did back when iEntry pissed you and so many other people off beyond the point they had already.
Personally, I don't think RMN is as bad as RMW, in fact the reason I like RMN is because they have the hugest balls. Like if they think you're wrong man will they let you know about it. And that's great, because that's me. I love being a callous self-righteous piece of shit so it suits me fine!
I can't really judge RMW for this, but it does seem like an incredible hugbox, like 'praise this guys shit no matter how bad it is or get out', that mentality is the reason America is spiralling the drain and why countries who make your delinquience public like Japan, have one of the highest employment rates in the world.
They publish test results for the public to see with your name, they don't hold your hand, far as they see it you were born into this world with the ability to use your brain, so use it or get out, you're useless.
It's cruel but it means in most scenarios the smart will be rewarded, while the stupid entitled whiners which describes a common behaviour pattern I've observed in RMW's and VXace.net's users get the shaft.
When the world ends the useless are going to be the first to break down and be waste, that's how people are, those who are good at what they do are looked up to, when the chips are down those who never try to accomplish anything are eaten alive.
Also, I'd like to hear why you got banned if you'd indulge me, because I suspected that would happen. I even foreshadowed it would.
I'm proud that I foreshadowed correctly, but I'm not cool with you being banned from there, that was a fucking dick move, those assholes would still be sucking on the teats of RRR or HBgames or even RMN had you not come around. They were noticed by Degica and offered sanctuary only after iEntry did that thing.
Sure you were smug and a bit obnoxious but hey I'm like that all the time! I looked at what you wrote and could recount something I'd written which was 10x more insufferable.
That said I am banned from there too and kept clear of it while I wasn't. So maybe you just aren't allowed to be obnoxious there, though i guess officials are exempt because the amount of obnoxious shit some of those higher ups post make me feel good about being me and that's saying something. Running a forum through fear is pitiful, and from what I've read from several different members while casually looking through the site most of the adminship are feared, Touchfuzzy probably being the exception.
I always sorta looked up to him in a way, even though he's tried to rub my name in the dirt, there's something about him that seems noble, still.
Archeia definitely seems to be the most guilty of abusing the forums member base for some deprived power fantasy. Several members solicit her and the word banning while trembling, and seeing the way she presents herself and gets all sulky and legal about things, no wonder.
It's pretty pathetic, gonna be honest. Maybe it's just a thing people play along with, I dunno, I'm not around enough to be sure if its sincere or an in-joke. She did surprise me with her noble sense of diplomacy in my public declaration, while Indra, and even more noticeably, Celianna, were happy to shove me into the dirt again. At least Indra had fair justification. Celianna regarded me as toxic yet we've never spoken, what a fucking sheep, yet again proving to me how little this forum researches anything before passing judgement.
She'd have been justified if she left it that I stole art from her, even though that's a blatant twist on the truth to make me sound bad. I bought her dumb resources, gave them to some friends who couldn't afford it, that was that. Publicly admitting that was what got me banned over on vxace.net.
Yeah, I was dumb and made a mistake, I can live with that. But I love how she's calling me toxic, then the next moment she's literally laughing because I quote unquote "Cried about it on my blog".
What a shining example of a fucking human being, I hope i grow up to be just like her when the day comes I may be in a situation where i have to kill or be killed i can just kill myself knowing I've made the world a better place.
That's what I think of Celianna. I'm sure she's a pretty fine lass when she's not dealing with people who she has to consider enemies because of her corporate induction, maybe she'll be lucky and not have to endure hell thanks to having her soul taken years ago. Pathetic.
It's clear that despite dropping my hatred of them, i can still get pretty worked up. Thankfully I'm seeing my psychologist tomorrow. I can tell her all this horrible shit I've said and learn something.
